He's both ready and not, so when Astarion pushes into him, he bites back a deep moan. He's too goddamn full, feeling like he's going to tear in half, but he's desperate for more. His own cock leaks desperately for release, and he dare not touch himself for fear he won't last to Rosita.

Out of his mouth spills a stream of filthy swears, both begging and aching for more. He always thought that this sort of thing would feel so emasculating, that he'd never want this with anyone, but he doesn't feel diminished under either of those touches. He's alive and raw and desperate for them, just as they are for him.