Similarly, this is normally where she'd deflect, turn the conversation on to something else or just leave. She could get up and go but Jesus still has hold of her hand. Jesus is someone she might have told on a bad day anyway. Jesus is one of few who even remembers.

She wouldn't normally be that dramatic but it's a factually true statement: she almost died between the two men she was closest to for years.

"Eugene and Abraham," she mutters, looking away, then down. "Eugene twice." Abraham... Petty, and deep.