"He made me feel safe," she says, a bit heavily, given how it ended. But even then, Abraham died instead of anyone else in that circle. She knows for a fact that's what what he would have wanted. That he died happy to be able to do that.

"Not because he had to protect me, it wasn't about that. It was something else. Space beside him maybe. I wanted to see him again as soon as he left. Even shitty situations felt better just knowing he was there."