"I'm glad you don't." It would be such a heavy thing, he thinks: having Abraham walk out on her the cruel way he did, then watching him die the brutal way he did, and then having to hate that any of the good parts ever happened.

"I try not to regret anything I've done. I'm good at that. But the things I couldn't do anything about, that's...harder." And you can't control when a loved one is just done with you.