"About things or people with the community," she clarifies - because that's what it is, even though it's still just a weather and time damaged building on a stretch of empty land right now. "Or with any viruses, vampires, and other nonhumans. And be fair. Even if you know I'm not going to like something, you have to give me that chance, and I have to give you the same. It's a right we have as a group."
He nods. "I've been up front about everything else. John's powers, Scott's powers. Jean."
It isn't hard for him to communicate, but the scout side of him leads him to jump into things first sometimes, like it does for her. If they can stick to this maybe they can find a better way of doing things.
"I need to know what you do know about how the virus Drake had affected him. I need to know what to watch for if Duplicity pulls some bullshit again."
She'll never forgive the city for invoking Abraham like it did. Even if she could have learned to live here in contentment, she'll never forget how it used him against her and if she had no other reason to want to cripple it given half a chance, that alone would be enough.
"Well, they turn all white. Albino white, their hair, their eyes are red-rimmed. They eat food, but they need brains to keep the virus from fully taking over. When it does they're more like walkers and they can't come back from it." He drinks the last of his bourbon.
"But I'm saying all this from memory. You should talk to Drake to get the full scope of it. I'm probably missing things I didn't fully understand, like how different brains can affect them."
"I'm surprised you didn't ask." Why this has kicked Rosita and obviously Carver so hard in the fragile places the virus carved out in their emotional landscapes, but not Jesus; why the vampirism bothers him more than it does them.
"You know all the same things I do to watch out for. How to tell when someone's been bitten or the infection is ramping up, what the timeline is. What we need to know to get out of the way in time if his virus shows up here for whatever reason, however it might."
She still trusts Jesus. She doesn't need to do it herself.
"I can talk to Grayson. I probably should... Dominants and submissives are just going to be a part of our lives of we all keep working together, and I want us to."
"Same rule for you though: you tell me when you do, and we meet up after," she says after a moment of considering telling him to leave it with her. She wants his thoughts on it. She wants his eyes on it.
"I'm still undecided about Jacob and Dinah." Speaking of pairings.
He slips some money into the till he still needs to count, and pours them another round. He's feeling a little looser now, a little warmer with alcohol. They aren't fighting now, he can relax.
"Undecided about being paired, or bringing them to the farm?"
Jesus ran Hilltop as a sort of actual sanctuary, taking in people Alexandria sent away, so he takes this in with a small frown. "What has you doubting them?"
"I don't know Dinah very well. I don't know how she'd react to... any of it, yet," she admits. Dinah is a city kid through and through, like so many of them were. She also just hasn't seen her in a real emergency yet.
"And Jacob - he has his own things going that I don't get to know about. When he's done with me, just seems easier to me if we both take our secrets with us."
They're fair points. He won't argue for or against them coming, the farm idea is still in its infancy and they need to get it settled before they start packing more people in. He knows that.
"When he's done with you?" He echoes. "What if he wants to stay with you? I...really don't think he'll ever go back to Vrenille."
He hesitates, and takes a moment to fill her drink while he thinks how to explain. "Vrenille doesn't seem very interested in giving him that chance. Their relationship had complications I think Vrenille doesn't want to navigate again."
"I kind of got that impression from him, too, when we talked," she admits. "But that was right after everything happened. And Jacob - he actually talks kind of the same way, but I've been pushing him to mend things."
She shrugs. "Who knows? But I was always a temporary solution. Just because it's drawn out to be a bit longer temporary doesn't mean he won't still move on when someone better comes along, even if it's not Vrenille."
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A beat. "I'll make sure Carver understands, too."
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It isn't hard for him to communicate, but the scout side of him leads him to jump into things first sometimes, like it does for her. If they can stick to this maybe they can find a better way of doing things.
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She'll never forgive the city for invoking Abraham like it did. Even if she could have learned to live here in contentment, she'll never forget how it used him against her and if she had no other reason to want to cripple it given half a chance, that alone would be enough.
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"But I'm saying all this from memory. You should talk to Drake to get the full scope of it. I'm probably missing things I didn't fully understand, like how different brains can affect them."
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"Do you want him involved in the community?"
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Others might be able to budge on this and she hopes that someday, it feels as ridiculous to her as it might to those people.
Not them though, and not today.
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"But we also need to know what Grayson can do."
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She still trusts Jesus. She doesn't need to do it herself.
The follow up is only fair then and she nods.
"I'll talk to Carver."
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"I can talk to Grayson. I probably should... Dominants and submissives are just going to be a part of our lives of we all keep working together, and I want us to."
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"I'm still undecided about Jacob and Dinah." Speaking of pairings.
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"Undecided about being paired, or bringing them to the farm?"
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"And obviously if there's an emergency that's different. But I'm not sure I want to bring them in on the property."
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"And Jacob - he has his own things going that I don't get to know about. When he's done with me, just seems easier to me if we both take our secrets with us."
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"When he's done with you?" He echoes. "What if he wants to stay with you? I...really don't think he'll ever go back to Vrenille."
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"Why not?" she asks, first.
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She shrugs. "Who knows? But I was always a temporary solution. Just because it's drawn out to be a bit longer temporary doesn't mean he won't still move on when someone better comes along, even if it's not Vrenille."
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But all the same: "Someone who wasn't introduced as a stand in? Someone that's not a SIN guard? Someone he actually loves?"
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"But I'm pretty sure it's one of his."
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"In the meantime, he wants to keep me out of his business, that's cool. But the details of this is mine."
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