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This is Rosita. I'll hit you back when I can.

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Because I'm bored, too, and I need a break from the dog piling.

Oh and you think I won't?

You're allowed.

[s u s p i c i o u s]

What? Why?

You're an inmate. Why are you afraid of your opinion mattering?

[Oh for the love...]

I'm not.

But weight that hasn't been earned is bullshit. You don't know me. There's no reason you should care what I think, least of all just because I was kidnapped and judged a prisoner by some asshat who won't even show his face.

I was an inmate. I was kidnapped, too. I'm just trying to treat you how I wish I'd been treated.

You wanted trust from strangers just for existing and bearing a label?

Trust? No. I'm just saying your opinion matters.

Whatever you want to do in the Enclosure, let's not have it include talking.

Do you like motorcycles or horses?

Hell or camels. Why not.

Motorcycles.

Let's do it.

Though I should warn you there's a nonzero chance I'll be jumped by inmates while we're out there.

I pretty much always assume a nonzero chance of getting jumped.

And I still think the labels are stupid.

You don't think there's a power imbalance between wardens and inmates?

I'd like to think of us all as just passengers but as you've pointed out: you were kidnapped. I'm here because it's my job.

I do. I don't think it would be nearly as imbalanced if people wouldn't put as much stock in it as they do.

No one can tell me why I'm an inmate or what I'm supposed to do to graduate. Wardens don't have any qualifications they can state except wanting something bad enough to come here.

...Yeah. You're right.

My husband just called everyone 'passenger', uniformly.

But you don't agree with him?

I do. But I worry about disregarding how inmates feel about it.

I don't know. What do you think?

I think trying to group people together by something arbitrary and decise something about them is always going to blow up in your face. This is how I feel: don't fucking assume you can make decisions about who I am and what matters to me because I'm an inmate here.

The next person branded inmate might feel different.